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        "ThebeefisthathisnameisDimitriJa.”

        "Whoeverheis，Iwanthimwipedout!IwantyouguystohithimwitheveryFKenthingwe’vegot．Everything，cabishee?Seofthefamily．Iwanthimsnuffed！Iwantraceofthisassholeleft，cabishee?"Mr．Kaffee’svoicerosetoascreedhisfaceturred.Dimitrifeltachildishdelightthathecouldheformidablemobsterintoababblingmassofnerves．Hecppedhishandsandughedoutloud，saying，"I’mhere！I’mhere！eame!”

        Hewokeupughingandsaying，"I’mhere！I’mtheoneyou’relookingfor！"Thepeoplewaitingatthebusstop,eagertogethomeafterahardday’swork,turheirheadsandlookedathimcuriously．Dimitrilookedaroundhimdazed，andfoundthatitwasalreadygettingdark．Hesighed，"Backtotherealwain.”Helookedupatthetallimposingbuildingwithlightsalbze，ahimself，sittingonthecurbofthesidewalk．"HowItoppleabanklikethatsingle-handedly?Iamonlyoneinacrowd;amanoreetlikeanantintheforest．Butaninsignifitmanlikemesurehadaludicrousdream!”WhathedidnotknowwasthatMr．Kaffeewasalreadyfagthegreatestchallengeofhislife．Fromwithinhistight-knitcircle，thestruggleforpowerhadbegunandhislieutenantswerefightingforsuccession．

        Dimitrishookhishead，stretchedhisstiffandagbodyandsaid，"Timetogohome，Iguess.”HewalkedslowlytowardsMarianna’shouse，dubiousastotheroleheshouldpyinthisprosperous，fast-movingandcut-throatworld．Hemused,"Idonotaskmuchoflife．Ionlywantthebaresties，enoughfoodtosurvive，tolivelifethewayIwant，freeasabirdtoroamwhereverIwillinthiswideworld，bearnoresponsibilitytoahustransflifeintothehighestspiritualsublimation．Idon’tcareaboutwhatothersthinkofme．Callmeastreetcatifyouwill．Ionlywanttodreammymagnifitdreamsunhampered．Iwillbesatisfiedtoekeoutalivingthisway，buttheeventsofthestfewdayshavebeengingrapidlylikeakaleidoscope，andnowIhaveawomanandahometogobackto.”Dimitrishookhishead．Thisnewlifemadehimfeelhedgedinbyitspressuresandresponsibilities．"No，thisisnotwhatIwant.”hethought，butMarianna’sloveandaffeatesolicitudewerethetiesthatpulledhisrelutfootstepstowardsherhouse.

        Marianna’stwo-bedroomhousewassituatedinacul-de-saiddle-cssresidentiarea，notfarfromthemainthhfare，quietbuteasilyaccessible．TheoutlihehouseuhemoonlightgaveDimitrianunfamiliarfeelingofwarmth，asenseofbelonginghehadneverfeltbefore．Hewentintothehouseanddrewbackallthecurtainsintheliving-roomtoletthemoonlightsurgeinandfillitwithhertranslucidbrilliance．Beingacedtodarkness，hedidnotturnonthelight，deemingitsacrilegioustospoilnature’spoeticbeauty．Hesatthereonthesofa，baskinginthemoonlightaasrexedasifhewassailingonanopensea.Hiseyesfellonanopeeronthecoffeetable．Unsciously，hepickeditupandlookedatit．

        "Ah，it’sfromItaly，Marianna’shometown.”HedidnotuandItalian，sohecouldheletter，buthewasfasatedbythepictureofamanandaboy．Themiddle-agedmanwasarustworthytypeofafellowandtheboywasabouteightornineyearsold,chubbyandcute．Atthatmoment，anotedroppedoutandDimitrigit，surpriseditwasinEnglish．Tohischagrin，hefounditwaswrittento"DearestMommy"telliheirimmiimmigrationtotheU.S.Theshortletterwassigned"Yoursonnyboy，David"．

        "OhmyGod！Marianna’smarried！Shehasahusbandandason!”Dimitriwasfullofself-nation．"IshouldhaveknownawomanofMarianna’sagecouldhoutafamily．Howstupidofmenottohaveasked．HowunfortunateofmetohavemetthewomanIloveonlytofindsheisanotherman’swife!”Hekwashisownover-simplisticcharacteratwaiookanotherlookatthetwoiosenseofremorse.Hehadwrohesesimple，trustingpeoplewhowouldneverhaveimaginedevenintheirwildestdreamthatMariannawaslivingwithanothermanandhavinganuninhibitedsexualretionshipwithhim．

        "WhatshallIdo?"heaskedhimselfdesperately．Histhoughtsthenturohisdreams．"WhatrighthaveItoexecuteIleensocruellyforadulterywhenIhavebeendoingthesamethingmyself?"Heseemedtobesailingaloheclearicywatertothepceofexecution．

        Inthedeadsilenlythesoundofoarshittierwasaudible．Hewalkedashoretowardsthetreeonthedesotehilndthebloodysefshedoncemorebeforehim.HeseemedtoseethetophalfofIleen’sbodyhangingfromthetreewhilethebottomhalfbelowthewaistybloodyandmaheground．"WhatIdotoremedythis?"heaskedhimself．ShewasoherarebeautiesinthisworldandIorderedhertobechoppedinhalf!"HehadastrongwishtomakereparationstoherandbringherbacktolifeagaioryoftheCreatioohismind，sohescoopedsomeofthebloodysoilfromthegroundandtookittothewater’sedge,wherehemixeditwithwaterandshapeditintotheformofawoman．Hewashesitant，notquitesureifitwouldwork，butheblewonitanywayinimitationofJehovahanditgrewbiggerandbiggeruntilitmiraculouslyturoIleeifugasever．

        "ThankyouSireforlettingmeliveagain.”shemurmuredkneelingathisfeet．

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